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Saturday, August 07, 2004

AFIQ’S LOvE dEcLaRaTiOn

To my VaLeNtInE,
When I chatted with you on the IRC. I was telling myself that you were nice to talk to. But I didn’t expect you to turn out to be such a wonderful gal. The second time we chatted, I could feel the chemistry between us. Didn’t you? I felt really comfortable and good chatting with you. Mind you I chat with a lot of people but I never felt so at ease with anyone else except you. Never thought true love was real, until you came into my world. You made my grey sky turn blue and bright you made me fell heels over in love with you. You bring me up when I am feeling down. You are my queen that wears the crown. You are the one that makes my life complete without you my life felt so empty and void. Human need food, drink and oxygen to grow likewise I need your everlasting love and presence for me to feed on so as to keep me going. Even if we were not together forever I will cherish all the times we will have together.
Since the day we chat, I've grown so deeply in love with you. Day by day, my love for you becomes so overwhelming till I can't handle it when I don't chat or talk to you for even one day! You make me feel wonderful. You give me strength when I just can't carry on. You make me smile and laugh a lot and I truly treasure that. When I first talked to you over the phone, I felt like I had known you for the longest time. You were such a nice person to talk to. Even I was quite surprised at how much I enjoyed talking to you. That day I was trying very hard not to end the call but as to avoid my parents suspicion, I had too. She had been giving me the eye since I will act weird and unnatural when I talk to a girl. For that I am sorry. I hope u will for gave me or should I kneel on my knees to beg your forgiveness. I hope not? It was a heart breaking not to talk to you. That night I felt uneasy, perhaps a bit miserable and it was like my day was incomplete. I sort of miss you.
As time passed by, there was this growing feeling inside that was struggling to come out. I began to look at you differently. I wasn’t looking at you as a best friend anymore. It was more than that. I began to feel for you differently. You have rekindled the flame called love in me. You have given one more reason to look forward to tomorrow. Now, you are a significant part of my life and I look forward to the day when we can make it permanent. I love you so much. I love you for your kindness, for your caring and giving nature, for your beauty - both inner and outer, and most of all I love you because of what you are. The fact that you show me who you really are and not what you think I may want. Baby, you complete me. You are the star in my sky - the one and only star. You make me feel beautiful, very beautiful.
Yes sweetheart! I am in love with you. Strange as it may sound but I do. I honestly love you and I want to prove it to you. All I am asking is for you to give me that chance. If after giving me the chance you don’t feel that I don’t deserve you, then you can just tell me to my face and I will call it quits. But I promised you now that I will shower you with so much love and affection that you will not ever want to let me go. Trust me sweetheart! A guy like me comes once in a life-time. I always wanted to put my feelings into words in the hopes that although you may never see the words in writing or even hear them from my lips that you would still know that I care and love deeply for you, I feel that given the chance this could turn into more, but I guess that will depend on you and how you feel about me.
Seriously sweetheart! It’s driving me crazy though it has only been 1 year 5 months. It is mentally torturous not to be able to know whether or not you will return my feelings. So listen carefully GIRL! I’m giving you until this weekend for you to give me your answer. No more dilly-dallying. Should you not say anything by then, I will take it as a “no”. If it ever comes to that stage, then I will have to take my next course of action. I hope that won’t be necessary. Sweetie, let this words be a testament to my true feelings for you. Let the whole world know and let God the almighty be my witness so as to see how I feel for you. So, in closing, let me shout this to all..., "I lOvE yOu, Gal , WiTh AlL mY hEaRt AnD sOuL!" I leave you with a poem as declaration of my love for you to ponder on,-

Loving you always,
MuHaMmAd AfIq BiN aBdUl RaHmAn
Countersigned by GoD,
GoD tHe AlMiGhTy

P.S. I love you. I will love you forever and ever. Muacks!!!!Muacks!!!!Muacks!!!!

To My OnLiNe LoVe
I write you this poem to tell you how i feel,
I want you to know that my love for you is real,
My heart beats faster by the sound of your voice,
I am falling in love and i have no choice,
But to tell you that i love you and i always will,
there is a special place in my heart which I hope you can fill,
All these words come straight from my heart ,
hoping we can be together forever till death do us part.